Motivation

pararescue

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-3UlAzD5d0E part 1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWXCp_fgl3Q&feature=relatedpart 2

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vQdYJv4Mebk&feature=relatedpart 3

second day

This is only my second day working out, i feel great. But i'm nervous, scared and want to hide from what i'm soon going to be doing. But's because of those emotions that i want to join the air force parerescue. I want to do inside and then come back twice a strong. I want to be out of breathe fighting to survive. i want to rise above and become greater than anyone i know. I want this, and it's not going to be easy. I'm shaking from just a few simple work outs. the second guesses and the mind games are already catching up to me. they're constantly telling me to lay back and grab the bottle. constantly urging me to become nothing but a consumer hell bent on my own destruction. But i am destined for greatness. i want this more than anything and no matter what, i will not stop. I will learn what i need to become greater. i will adapt. I'm no longer going to sit around and am no longer going to put products before responsibility. I'm not joining for the money, i could care less. I want to save lives. i want to be the one they can depend on, always. I want this more than anything and nothing will stand in my way to achieve this. nothing.

airforce

Excited, i see a recruiter this thursday. I have until march to decide if this is what i want.

iwtdbidwptw , live,love,life.

I just can't find my way out of this paper bag.