Sunday, February 28, 2010

Nobodys

surrounded by thoughts of refusal.
Where's the drive, where's the ignition?
Brain, argues.
How is it that it seems like i care for someone else more than myself.
How is it that i just don't care.
I want to know the answers but i don't have the will to find out.
I'd like to know who's that at my door but my body is glued to the floor.
My hair falls out.
The grey spreads thin.
A conscious being of being conscious within.
The thoughts of true mediation.
The point of false relation.
The joke of perception.
The worlds correction.
The leader no longer leads.
The peoples mouths bleed of stupidity.
The true warriors gone.
The tech war on.
The fascist state.
The trapezial mind rape.
The recognitioned fate.
The lustrous superficial black-male date.
The interpretor shot.
The days where all see eye to eye gone.
The corporational thieves.
The capitalistic greed.
A world built on the so called America.
Deep in our constitution, the right to bare arms.
The capital world built perfectly.
Born to be sedentary.
No revolutions, no causes just.
Just human greed and lust.
The curves of our legislature.
The stupid waves of citizens.
The difference in monarchy.
The field of hierarchy.
The place where we die.
The beginnings end.
The lie behind it all.
To protect the bruises when we fall.
The clash of clad pasts and the darwinian exposure.
The home of the brave and land of the free.
You people are sucking the life out of me,
The lies, the curious endeavors.
The checks that bounce.
The quality of your soul.
The character of your kindness.
Everybody rude, nobody gets it.
The capital world wants you to forget it.
We die, we cry, we lie, and nothing happens.
We breath, we'eve eyes, we live and nothing happens.
The stuttering thought of air waves.
The beached whales, that's suicide.
They choose when to die.
The tangent slipping.
Micromanagement gripping.
The minds appalled.
The world beautiful, if only we weren't we, it could still be.
The effort lost for our selfish need.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

sclera. 2/19/10

An already tired soul
Heart reduce to coal
Skin that of leather
Eyes crazed like weather
Fall often Springs
The giant nomadical phone rings
Your head contemplating
Everything, irritating
Pure of heart instigating
Cold now never relating
Time coming to a close
People your own foes
hate, hate, hated
wait, wait, weighted
Lost and found.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Picture with words. Third floor.

I've got a real passion for this stuff. wrote this today in english and didn't get caught. I like this new style I've started, its like taking a breath of the freshest air after hopping out of a shower. No matter the setting, as long as I can paint it and have people see it in their own way through my words then that makes my technique and writing style complete. I'm not saying this is a new writing style, just saying that I like using it.


I don't know what I'm thinking.
Constant attack.
Dirt, my past recollective.
My mind feeble, my heart weak.
White noise clouds my voice.
The center of the screen black.
The sun rise, shadows hollow like wind.
The power of light moves my hair ever so slightly.
The couch I waste away on.
The seams broken, my skin pale.
My eyes wonder with doubt, tracing the outline of shadows.
Bags full, my chest heavy, hands weak.
Eye brows waved, the darkness dilated.
Shirt stained, flies curious.
Suede shoes gleam to the right.
The light although bright, my shoes tattered.
Many miles in the past, my pant legs wet with disaster.
The fences I've climbed, the walls I've scaled.
My shoes, barbed wire, my body failed.
This couch once seated three.
The only cushion on it now is me.
My eyes dry with sorrow.
Skin, dirt holds my scabs together as my scabs hold me.
My skin tight, scars never mending.
My past, these thoughts never ending.
The grass outside, yellow and pale as I am.
weeds flourish, seeds contradict the blue sky.
Heat waves swallow the white fluff.
The disastrous flower carried across the street.
My eyes, my eyes, blood thick painted across them.
White noise screams at my body.
The light withers away.
eyes closed, blood no longer running.
body white, the sun glows.
curtains wide, my heart disposed.
Forever my last sunset, shadows cast.
The only life i ever lived, done at last.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Second floor.

For people, what people, who people, see.
As if something has changed inside of me.
I'm mad and mad at the same time.
to only be mad means to outwardly express.
which, i don't.
I can't.
but lately, i can.
The embers that are my heart have only burned to ashes.
wind roars through my body.
Cynicism.
Cynical.
A cynic is what i feel myself becoming.
Worthless, life to me now, the meaning is truly changing.
My meaning is truly changing.
How could i change so much.
Hope to hopeless.
As if there's two sides of me now.
There's me and everything i stand for.
Then there's me who questions everything i stand for.
I question reality, i question, faith, i question gravity, i question life, i question steel, i question sight, i question priests, i question oil, i question fact, i question opinion, i question childhood, i question your mind, your past.
I question how karma doesn't exist, why life purposefully has no meaning, why it is our responsibility to live.
The only thing i truly enjoy beyond belief, is sleep.

Silence. There's nothing to achieve, there's nothing to believe.
There's nothing.
I enjoy living nothing, does this mean i enjoy not living?

Monday, February 1, 2010

52 button panel. first floor.

Meet the world, meet me.
Greet the people, greet me.
Sing with me, dance with me.
Let me serenade you.
Notes, soft like air, kiss at your ear.
Your soul glowing, your face an apple red.
Your smile as cute as can be.
Eyes as deep as ever, so beautiful.
Meet me, meet the world.
Greet me, greet people.
Dance with me, sing with me.
Let me serenade you.