Friday, July 31, 2009

Going to bed sad tonight.

From Drop Box
I walk passed a motorcylce accident today, the man was on the concrete lieing face down. I thought to myself many things about how something like that could happen and if i some how played a roll in the mans life. I thought this because earlier today a girl hurt her ankles running after saying that i could run without her and that she'd be fine. I can't help but think everything is my fault right now.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

have a heart people...

From Starred Photos

All of my life my father taught me how to be respectful while my mom taught me how to be kind.

They both did their part in parenting me

What I’ve learned now is that I’ve been parenting myself

For the last 7 to 8 years I’ve been watching myself grow

Every bruise, every scrape from a child till now

I’ve experienced a lot and it makes me question life in itself.

How do you feel, how is attraction possible?

What makes you tic?

Why do you like someone?

Why can some cry over nothing when others never cry?

How is life itself possible?

Being generous is being kind

To most people they can’t see what it is you offer

They can’t imagine what you’re going through.

Often we run into people who only like to talk about them selves

They put up a front to make you feel as if you’re on the same level

But when you need them, they’re nowhere to be found.

These people use an abuse the principals I grew up on.

They have respect, but very little

They are kind, but naïve

I wish people would say what they mean,

Life would be so much easier

To the people who take advantage and to the ones who never say hello,

Good bye, I say because you are not worth my time.

I wish you well and wish you luck

Because from here on, I wont give a

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Always There


Just wrote this for a good friend because im always looken out.


When the silence is killing you

Due to a process of infectious sorrow

It’s like people steal my happiness, to love and to borrow

But they keep it, for them selves

They put it up on their high shelves

So I can enter and watch and see what they are feeling

So my eyes can look up then down and away from the ceiling

How clean their happiness looks, but on the inside they’re the same.

The same as when I met them, you hope for a change, you hope for the better

But the match you lit can hardly light that letter.

You read of my amazing present from your amazing past

I sent you shit, which seemed forever that our friendship would last

But to see you glued to that same view

But to see you trying to figure out what your going through

It kills me inside to see a steady man go down with his past

It’s not the end but for sure this man will not last.

He needs to get up and figure out life

It’s been thrown at him many different ways

It’s hard when someone doesn’t realize that these last three years decide the rest of your life

But this man, he’s been hit so hard with what life has thrown

He found his place for awhile and sat in his throne

But went back to into hiding for some else’s request

for some poontang none the less

people who judge, im not one of them .

I just like to explain what I see

And what I see is his life down the drain

With drain half clogged,

he’s only got a little bit of time left before it gets robbed

he needs to look toward the future and not reflect his past

he needs to get up and look around himself, fight the demons instead of surrounding himself.

A best friend will always be there for you, no matter what you do

So get up dust yourself off and start a new

Think things differently and think things through

For I will always be here man, just for you

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Lifes like a sandbox

From Starred Photos


Life’s like the earth, it just keeps spinning

My luck is like a tragedy, I just keep winnin

The best of my days come so easily

Fluently and socially

The best of my ways come so easily

Gracefully and truthfully

I get what I wish for and wish for what I get

I see things from an outside perspective

Like the way we live our lives

Or the way you see birds fly

I see the earth as a rock and space as its sandbox

We watch ourselves has comets pass us by

And get beat up by asteroids that destroy our lives

A different perspective is needed in this world

For the trend has lasted on

A fad has become and overwhelmed our society

Get rich, everyone can just choose a variety

It’s not right, the entitlements we give ourselves

From birth we think we deserve it all,

Our selfish nature needs a new view

Because everybody thinks their entitled to everything like it’s a number in line, just wait for your que

The way we live now needs a new look.

Nobodies bringing us down

Nobodies trying to hurt you

It’s the attitude you provide and the atmosphere you give to people around you

Everybody has a choice to not only see black and gray

It’s just too bad everyone thinks they deserve it all

For your only worth what you give, not what you take

So please listen to this and reread and read till you understand

Make a difference put a new view

Grasp a new idea, get a real clue

Provide yourself with education instead of emancipation

And become smarter than the average

Inspire yourself and start to uncover

That mind you hide and soon will discover

For after reading this, you should know now

Your life isn’t entitled to anything

And literally is what you make of it

So make it last, become a hero and have a blast

Because it’s the right thing to do, work for others and other will work unto you.

By Casey Jarrell

:D thanks