Thinking before thought.
Acting before action.
What happens after?
When I say the words that should have never been said.
Staying up all night, wrestless in bed.
The thought's creep, wonder fills the mind.
So much so that thinking makes me blind.
Seeing the situation, taking a step back.
Too bad I always over react.
I look at it as a whole and yet go blank.
My mind a nothingness of rage.
Others confused.
Embarrassed when actions come before thought.
Too late the moment.
Too soon the regret.
The list goes on everything done.
My minds got a hold of me.
Every space won.
