Synergy, Lost.

Why does it grab my heart so.

This weary pain haunts me.

But I know I'll never let it go.

Losing my hair and my mind

" why does it grab my heart so"

It's there, my energy within me, intertwined.

I've lost myself completely.

" But I know i'll never let it go"

Insane ever so neatly.

At least I know who I am.

" Losing my hair and my mind"

But who knows maybe I'm a scam.

I can't tell if this is me or who I want to be.

" It's there, my energy within me, intertwined"

The difference being me, is myself actually.

Confused and struck by lighting backwards.

" I've lost myself completely"

Hands raised, " Just take it"! said with violent words.

No push, no effort, on the ground crying.

" Insane ever so neatly"

Frustrated, so mad at myself, lying.

A vessel harnessing the power of the sun.

" At least I know who I am"

If I can't find myself then the day for everyone is done.