Wednesday, April 21, 2010

All i've ever been

i guess the reason i drag my feet so much is because i realized long ago that nobody cares about what i do

which is why i can get away with so much

the only reason i did good last year

was because i was doing it to stick with my friends

and become part of something

and now that im part of it

the motivation is gone

and the will for me to succeed has ceased to exist

i've driven myself into a hole...

1 comment:

Intellect Gang said...

Casey bro, you have motivation within you. You know what it is you want, what it is you're pursuing. You have a vision. Even when a loved one assures and reassures you that they believe in you, you succeed by your own will and your will alone. Laud yourself for effort, not tangible achievements. We all reap what we sow, but the harvest we gather come in forms we don't expect. I'm almost absolutely certain that the fruit of all you've ever given into this soil of life is growing more and more abundant beneath your very eyes.

One love,
caTHY